So, the first big event on my “ultra marathon” calendar has
arrived. This all started last fall when I completed a 50K (30 mile) running
race and announced that I would run a 60 mile race to celebrate my 60th
birthday this October. I’ve been training since last November, the Ghost Train
Ultra Marathon falls on October 26th, twelve days after my 60th.
Perfect, I had a whole year to get ready. Then in March I found a 24 Hour race
in Wakefield MA in July. There is no set distance for 24 hour races, you run as
far as you can until you can go no further… or 24 hours passes. Simple as that.
Granted, the 24 was an ambitious undertaking ahead of the 60 miler… nor did it
fall in line with my training schedule for the Ghost Train. However, 24s are
far and few between and Wakefield is near by… it was irresistible. I cranked up
my training schedule as quickly as possible and got ready as best I could. What
follows is my account of the Lake race.
24 Hours Around the Lake runs from 7PM on Friday night until
7PM Saturday. My initial support crew, my daughter Shelby and her boyfriend
Jason and I arrived at the race site at 4PM on Friday. It had been raining much
of the day, but was a mild 71 degrees. The start/finish line is in a side
parking lot of the Clarion hotel. The edge of the cone-lined course was dotted
by support crews huddled under sun/rain canopies, camper vans and other support
vehicles. The course is a 5K (3.1 mile) loop that is a mixture of pavement and
sidewalk, not the best for running, but pancake flat. There are actually three
races in one that all start together and share the course… a regular marathon
with about a 175 entrants, a 12 hour race with 100 entrants and another 100 24
hour racers. We set up along the course in what would soon become a little
village surrounding start/finish line. I’m not feeling all that great before
the race, my stomach is uneasy… maybe it’s my nerves. Finally we line up for
the start and it’s raining pretty hard… we are all soaked and more importantly
the road is completely awash and all of us have wet feet, not a great way to
start a long event.
The first couple laps go by quickly, I’m going pretty good.
But, by 10PM my uneasy stomach is in full rebellion… I’m incredibly nauseous
and in serious trouble. I have to slow down and pull myself together or I will
be forced to quit. I make a hard choice and decide to walk a few laps even
though I hate to do it. Walking is commonly practiced by ultra marathoners…
just not usually so early in the race. There are no rules about it, some people
even take short naps… it’s your 24 hours, you run the race as you see fit. By
1AM I start to feel better… I’ve lost time but I’m still in the race. I change
out of my wet clothes… everything: shoes, socks, shorts and singlet. I have to
re-lubricate all my chafe points… inner thighs, arms, feet etc. It’s a
painfully long pit stop, probably 15 minutes… but necessary. The rain stopped
at midnight, now the clouds have given way to a clear sky. There is a beautiful
half moon… it is a wonderful warm breezy night. The Lake’s course is bounded by
very busy and noisy roads that are right next to you. In daylight the sidewalk
is heavily used by runners, walkers, kids on bikes and dog walkers. In the wee
hours of the morning the roads and the course are nearly deserted. The large
contingency of marathoners have finished, the daytime traffic (road and
sidewalk) is non-existent and only the ultra marathoners remain. There are less
than 200 of us strung around the 3 mile course. I’m running again, feeling OK
and the night is incredibly beautiful, serene and tranquil. The world is asleep
and I’m not… and I am hugely enjoying it.
The race takes on a rhythm as all races do, but the rhythm
in longer races is slow and gentle, an easy rolling beat. Runners pass runners
from time to time. Faster runners pass me… I pass slower runners. It’s a
strange perspective… we only see each other from behind, no faces. We exchange
runner pleasantries while passing… “nice job”, “keep it going” and the like.
Some give the occasional squeeze of the elbow or gentle pat on the shoulder
with a “looking good”. I like runners, we have our own thing going on. Most of
us are courteous gentle folk. Most of us look out for and encourage each other.
It’s a cool brother/sisterhood. The start/finish line village is mostly awake
through the night, there are twinkling lights, soft music and laughter. At the end
of each lap we take a right hand turn into the village… it feels good, another
lap done. But it’s more than that… it’s a welcoming experience, familiar and
inviting… a homecoming of sorts that makes the last mile of each lap more bearable. There is a double canopy three canopies down
from us that is inhabited by a relay team (there is also a 24 hour relay team
division with a few 6-8 person teams) that I had chatted with before the race.
They are from Woburn MA, around my age and very playful and friendly. They were
short a runner and tried to unsuccessfully to recruit me with promises of beer.
They saw my retired firefighters plate on my truck and every time I come
through they hoot and cheer, “goooo Greeeenfield”. I appreciate
it… a lot. At about 3AM I’m coming into the village and the pop-up lawn
sprinklers at the hotel spring into action. I swing wide into the street to not
get soaked again. Pandemonium spreads through the village as several of the
support crews have set up on the grassy islands in the parking lot. The islands
are sprinkled too… I’m greeted by wobbling canopies being hastily carried off
by surprised and giggling crewmembers. It’s a ridiculous scene, a very funny
and welcome distraction.
Ten hours in and just before sunrise I become acutely aware
of how raw my emotions have become. It’s as if all the veneer, all the armor
that normally protects my psyche has been stripped away. I miss my wife
Kristine enormously, it’s a palpable ache. I know she will be here in a few
hours (she had to look after the dog overnight), but she can’t come soon enough
for me. All my feelings are magnified and edgy… it must be the monotony and fatigue of the race that has delivered
this to me. I had guessed that I would discover new things during this event…
but I don’t think I saw this coming. I don’t resist it… it’s a strange and
liberating feeling, I let flow over me. Or perhaps, I let it flow out of me.
It’s hard to describe, I don’t think I’ve been here before… not quite like
this. I’m close to tears… but not crying. I think about what is important and
what isn’t. It’s not that I haven’t thought about these things before, I often
do. But now there is an edgy clarity to it. Things are very black or white.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what it means to lead a purposeful and
meaningful life… tonight it takes on a new urgency. I am filled with an
enormous sense of gratitude for all the goodness in my life. Kristine, my
children, my dog… my guitars, my bicycles and oh yes, my beloved running shoes, all forty pairs that my family often teases me about…
the nice things I have acquired across my lifetime. My cup truly runneth over,
I’m a lucky man. I don’t have a lot of money, I don’t own a big house, car or
boat. I prefer smaller things and tonight it’s clearer than ever that is what's important.
All’s good until
daybreak, then my belly starts acting up again. I slow but push on. By 7AM I
have covered 48 miles… well short of expectations. Morning brings a sunny
cloudless sky and a rapid increase in temperature. By 9AM I am reduced to
mostly walking again. My pre-race fantasies of covering 70, 80 miles or more
have evaporated. My stated goal of staying in the race for the full 24 hours
seems highly improbable. I soldier on, and my pacers begin to drift in. Pacing,
to help encourage and keep the runner’s spirits and speed up… and keep them
from wandering off course (especially in trail races) are commonly used in the
second half of ultras. A wise runner uses them. First to arrive, Chris
Kowaleski paces me and does his best to berate and cajole me into continuing
and picking up the pace. Bill Woodbury has been tipped off about the stomach
issues and shows up with Pepto-Bismol (which helps some) and paces me next. His
approach is kinder and gentler but no less persuasive. Finally Kristine arrives
and lifts my spirits and paces my final lap. I race for 16:29:00 covering 61.11
miles. The pace is slow, but this was never about speed. I have run two marathons
back to back plus 9 miles… or another way of looking at is that I have run 19
consecutive 5Ks. The official race results which are not available for a couple
days are even more heartening. I finish 28th out of 91 overall, that
includes all age groups. In my age group 50-59, which is my race, I am 3rd
of 13… I am delighted to find that I’m on the podium in my first attempt, I
didn’t see that one coming.
This is by far the farthest and longest I have ever run. I
came prepared to deal with the aches and pains of distance running, not an
upset stomach… although belly problems are not uncommon in distance running. I
was ready to do battle with aching feet (which I did have) tired legs and sore
knees. Before the race Kristine had insisted that Shelby write with a sharpie
on my forearm “Shut up legs”… one of our favorite sayings borrowed from the
legendary German pro-cyclist Jens Voight. But my big opponent for the night was
an uninvited guest, an upset stomach… arguably an even more difficult opponent.
Official results not withstanding, my disappointment with the distance and time
is tempered by my disciplined recovery early in the race… a hugely important
lesson and meaningful victory. And I was rewarded for it with a few hours of
strong happy running through the most magical part of the night… an incredibly
sweet memory. The rest of my body, not my stomach, held up remarkably well. I’m
stiff the day after, my feet are swollen and sore but otherwise fine. I only
take one day off after the race… I run a strong and smooth 10K the next day. I
will need to continue to work on nutrition and hydration… to control the belly
thing. My long stated goal of running 60 miles to celebrate my 60th
birthday is clearly much more within reach. This has been an amazing experience.
A big thank you is in order to the race organizers and the many, many
volunteers who made this wonderful event happen. I thank my family and my
friends for their unwavering support and of course most of all… my remarkable
wife Kristine.
Wonderful effort Dave, and as you state, it turned out to be more than just the 60 miles, it gave you a unique opportunity to look inside yourself and understand the meaning and value of "A good life"
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